lOSt yOU.....

Even today I remember the day we first met,
Such was the experience I could never forget.

Meeting you for me was a new beginning,

Seriously it felt like life’s new inning.

Every day I just wished to see you smile,

I remembered you every once in a while.

 Being with you made me the happiest,

Staying away from you felt like a test.

With you life just got better,

There were no reasons for my thoughts to alter.

Along you any distance I could walk,

There was nothing to you I won’t talk.

You were the one to teach me to love,

Like there was nothing above.

You were the one, who told me what love was,

It was this love in you that made my world pause.

I was about to tell you what’s in my heart,

And become your life’s part.

But never you could understand my feelings,

It’s for you only my heart is still beating.

But before I could say anything,

You went away leaving me with nothing.

Never did you think how hard it would be on me?

Without you in this world how will I be.

You were my life’s most beautiful phase,

A part of me will stay there always.

Never I thought that our ways will ever part,

And never the pain on me it would impart

Every moment I miss you and your voice,

I still don’t know how you made such a choice.

I never could imagine to give you pain,

How much I loved you just can’t explain.

Finally when again I met you,

The person was someone I never knew.

Every word you said was so different,

 I wondered where the person I loved went.

Today I feel everything is finished,

The sense of you with me vanished.

Now with life I need to start everything new,

Because finally I have lost you.....

This one is a bit personal so it's hard for me to describe more. It took a lot of courage to pen down this itself. It really hurts a lot when something like this happens. Only thing that remains is void or emptiness created due to that special one leaving us. But as we all say life goes on so should we move on. I guess for this one the poem is enough and it speaks all. And I wish no one ever has to face such pain and agony. 

whEN THIngs eND....And yOU DOnt contROL THe flOW

When I see you all there is only one feeling that is pain,
But I don’t know if we will ever get together again.

I still remember us when our friendship was new,

At that time people I knew around were very few.

Life was great to be with all of you,

Whenever I got alone to be with me was one of you.

I always thanked god for giving me such great friends,

On whom I could always depend.

Now I had nothing to fear,

Because you all were near.

But then I don’t know exactly what happened,

To everything there was a sudden end.

For sometime everything seemed meaningless,

Everything around was in a mess.

All around me was shattered,

Every piece of life was scattered.

You all were just gone,

I was left there on my own all alone.

Since then I’m trying to find what went wrong,

Why couldn’t we get along?

First I thought the fault was mine,

May be I would have crossed some line.

But friendship is not something which lines define,

I feel it’s about being genuine.

I tried a lot to get back,

But never could I fill that crack.

Daily I saw you & you won’t give a look,

I felt like a fish in a hook.

Seeing you around I would give a stare,

Such intense was the pain I couldn’t share.

I had to prove my very own existence,

Since then between us grew the distance.

But I had no other choice,

You would never notice the pain in my voice.

Whatever happened I acted strong,

I knew walking alone the distance will be long.

I guess now it’s over and I won’t persist,

But one last word to you all ‘ I exist ‘.

You would have already understood from the poem above what I'm talking about. No more words are needed to describe it. Still, you want something more, here it is.


This is how we feel when we loose the most cared people in our life. Atleast I felt so, when I lost them. Some stay right infront of you and remind you of the pain every time you see them, while some go away beyond our reach and cause more pain because then we miss an important part of our lives. There is a lot of pain in all this but people don't notice. They are usually delusional about materialistic pleasures and forget about human feelings. Or they consider your feelings not worth it. But let me tell you every god darn human's feelings are important if not to one person definitely to others. It's just the amount of respect one has for someone's feelings.


I have only personal advice to everyone who has gone through this kind of pain is remember the days when they were with you, it would give you immense happiness and satisfaction. But don't be too hard on yourself. One thing I learnt is to let go, though it has been very difficult it but to save myself from further destruction I had to do it.