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When I see you all there is only one feeling that is pain,
But I don’t know if we will ever get together again.

I still remember us when our friendship was new,

At that time people I knew around were very few.

Life was great to be with all of you,

Whenever I got alone to be with me was one of you.

I always thanked god for giving me such great friends,

On whom I could always depend.

Now I had nothing to fear,

Because you all were near.

But then I don’t know exactly what happened,

To everything there was a sudden end.

For sometime everything seemed meaningless,

Everything around was in a mess.

All around me was shattered,

Every piece of life was scattered.

You all were just gone,

I was left there on my own all alone.

Since then I’m trying to find what went wrong,

Why couldn’t we get along?

First I thought the fault was mine,

May be I would have crossed some line.

But friendship is not something which lines define,

I feel it’s about being genuine.

I tried a lot to get back,

But never could I fill that crack.

Daily I saw you & you won’t give a look,

I felt like a fish in a hook.

Seeing you around I would give a stare,

Such intense was the pain I couldn’t share.

I had to prove my very own existence,

Since then between us grew the distance.

But I had no other choice,

You would never notice the pain in my voice.

Whatever happened I acted strong,

I knew walking alone the distance will be long.

I guess now it’s over and I won’t persist,

But one last word to you all ‘ I exist ‘.

You would have already understood from the poem above what I'm talking about. No more words are needed to describe it. Still, you want something more, here it is.


This is how we feel when we loose the most cared people in our life. Atleast I felt so, when I lost them. Some stay right infront of you and remind you of the pain every time you see them, while some go away beyond our reach and cause more pain because then we miss an important part of our lives. There is a lot of pain in all this but people don't notice. They are usually delusional about materialistic pleasures and forget about human feelings. Or they consider your feelings not worth it. But let me tell you every god darn human's feelings are important if not to one person definitely to others. It's just the amount of respect one has for someone's feelings.


I have only personal advice to everyone who has gone through this kind of pain is remember the days when they were with you, it would give you immense happiness and satisfaction. But don't be too hard on yourself. One thing I learnt is to let go, though it has been very difficult it but to save myself from further destruction I had to do it.